I like them both...what do I do?

I liked this guy for about a year and he's really shy and quiet, like when I ever say that, it's an understatement! He doesn't share anything. But he's gotten better and actually talks in our group now. And his closest friend told me that he likes me. So I just asked him around Christmas if he liked me in a Facebook message, hoping to be able to atleast communicate over the internet. But he said no, just as friends. So I was crushed, cause I had been 99% sure he liked me! His friend said he was just EXTREME shy with his emotions and he couldn't tell me. But it was a private message so I thought that he meant it. So after having my heart broken cause I thought he was the one, I met a new guy a couple months later. We literally hit it off like BAM. It felt like we'd known eachother forever and we are similar in so many ways. We ended up dating 21 days after we met, lol. It felt like a couple months though cause we just fit right in. But the second week the guy i had liked, his closest friend told me that he had never stopped liking me and that he was really really sad that I had a boyfriend. And all those old feelings came back and I was mortified at what I had rushed into! So I broke up with my boyfriend. And told him I had just stopped liking him. He's a really deep guy who actually cares and really really liked me, and still does. I caved and told him all of it and said I wanted him back, but then I essentially broke up with him again to go back to the first guy. But I don't know what to do. Cause my ex-boyfriend just seems to fit so right, but the first guy keeps tugging at my heart and I can't let him go. And the fact that I hangout with him all day at school, and at youth and on weekends doesn't help. I'm just torn and I know It's a really ***** thing to be doing to my ex. But I don't mean to hurt anyone, I'm just trying to figure things out.