Serious question. was it really worth it?

Tonight my high school football team( the high school I'm going to) had homecoming. I met the boy of my dreams who all my friends and I have been obsessing over, and then found out some other ppl liked me too. They thought I was a high schooler. I don't really care about all the rumors and things but I cried. And I cried. And I couldn't stop crying. I didn't know why at first. But, I was in the back seat with my brother and his senior friends( they were all either drunk, high, or had been around it) so my brother pulled over and we went to Apple bee's. I cried in front of all them and once they realized I was with my brother they changed it. That I'm not really concerned about. I know I made the right decisions because I tried going home with my friends but he thought I was just playing and said we're leaving soon. So, I sat down and I every time I just thought about I cried more and more. Was it really worth it?